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[Nov. 18th, 2008|12:55 pm] |
"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law."
I AM GOING TO BE DOING MASSAGE IN BERLIN FOR AT LEAST A YEAR!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!
I am going to be working at the most beautiful hotel I have ever seen. Doing what I love to do, and getting paid very well for it. I get 3 weeks off a year. And I get to stay here in Germany with the love of my life! I don't think I have ever been this happy. Also I have already met one of the brothers in Berlin, and it sounds like they have a great local OTO body out there. I can't wait to do mass in Berlin.
"Love is the law, love under will." |
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[May. 5th, 2008|11:08 am] |
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"There is no bond that can unite the divided but love. All else is a curse. Accursed be it to the Aeons. Hell." |
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| Cats need a good home |
[Aug. 28th, 2007|04:32 pm] |
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If anybody who reads this is looking to adopt two sweet cats, or knows of anyone who might be interested please let me know. They are brother and sister, declawed, and the most sweet, affectionate cats one could hope for. Their names are Einstien and Sofia. It's killing me to see them leave, but I don't want them to wind up in a shelter. Einstein truly lives up to his name and enjoys watching "what the bleep do we know" over and over again. Sofia is sweet as long as you ackowledge her status as royalty. Great cats, sadly the powers that be have determined that they can no longer live here. I hope somebody might be interested.
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| New Poem (Hope folks like it) |
[Jun. 6th, 2007|10:16 pm] |
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Sing the song, with passion dance Here upon the square of sol Where blade and disk, and cup and lance Thus combine to make the whole.
Rend the veil, Behold the light! Before thee the five petals of the rose, The six rayed star illumines thy sight. Cry out, O aspirant, in ecstasies throws!
He comes, The angel of the most high; his name mystery of mystery, most secret lover. In the wilderness hath he heard thy cry! In thy heart there is no other!
He is upon thee! His delight consumes thee! Power, grace, and glory are upopn his golden throne. This is the way of true unity of the 0,1, and 3. Let the oil cleanse thee lymph, marrow, and bone.
Tread the path of the starry one With the winged serpent in thy breast. Thus is born the unconquered sun to brother and sister of divine incest!
Hail to thee who art naught! Light and dark are left behind! Found is the word that was sought! Behold, the master hath lost his mind!
Thus is uncovered the hidden jewel. Thus is the wise sage laid low by the fool.
Hail to thee who hath slain thyself For thy blood flows out rejoicing!
IO PAN! IO PAN! IO PAN! The great work accomplished. ABRAHADABRA!
"Love is the law, love under will." |
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| What a day! |
[Jun. 3rd, 2007|12:11 am] |
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I really need to remember that when things start to fall apart the gods are clearing the way for something far more beautiful. Initiation can sometimes feel like god reaches his/her all powerful hand up into your rear, removes your intestines, ties them in nots, and then leaves you to put the pieces back together. Ouch is all i can say. Big ouch. Sometimes I fear that I am losing my innocence, I have become so disillusioned with so many people and groups as of late. I know we are only human, and we are each doing the best we can. We all stumble and fall. But there are so many that I feel that I need to catch, and I wonder if they would catch me if I needed them. Honestly, I doubt it. I'm too tired to keeo this up, I just can't anymore. Ah well.
"Love is the law, love under will." |
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[May. 4th, 2007|03:13 pm] |
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Congratulations to Kevin and Elizabeth!
"Let all that unite this day with love under will let fall success. Let strength and skill unite to bring forth ecstasy and beauty answer beauty. "
I love you both!
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| Some words from Lau tzu |
[Oct. 15th, 2006|11:40 am] |
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"Sincere words are not sweet, Sweet words are not sincere. Good men are not argumentative, the argumentative are not good. The wise are not erudite, the erudite are not wise.
The sage does not take to hoarding. The more he gives for others, the fuller is his life. The more he gives, the more he abounds.
The way of heaven is to benefit, not to harm. The way of the sage is to do his duty, not to strive with anyone."
-Ch 81 of the Tao te ching-
"The movement of the tao consists in returning. The use of the tao consists in softness.
All things under heaven are born of the corporeal: The corporeal is born of the incorporeal."
-Ch 40-
"When all the world recognizes beauty as beauty, this in itself is ugliness. When all the world recognizes good as good, this in itself is evil.
Indeed, the hidden and the mannifest give birth to each other. Difficult and easy complement each other. Long and short exhibit each other. High and low set measure to each other. Voice and sound harmonize each other. Back and front follow each other.
Therefore, the sage manages his affairs without ado, and spreads his teaching without talking. He denies nothing to the teeming things. He rears them, but lays no claim to them. He does his work, but sets no store by it. He accomplishes his task, but does not dwell upon it.
And yet it is just because he does not dwell upon it that nobody can ever take it away from him."
-ch 2-
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| Harry Potter personality test |
[Oct. 13th, 2006|06:36 pm] |
"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law."
Some of you have probably answered this quiz before, but I am sitting here, sick and bored, and dreading what is to come on Monday morning. YIKES! So I must entertain myself somehow. Here is the question: "If you taught at hogwarts what subject would you teach?" Remember it can only be a subject already being taught at hogwarts. Have fun!
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| I can't be sirius, sirius is the dogstar. |
[Sep. 20th, 2006|08:40 pm] |
"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law."
I am writing this post to thank those who have given such time and energy to my magickal training. I have been very blessed, and i am grateful for them. The single most important lesson that I have learned from all of them is to always be ready to have a good laugh at myself. A magician who cannot laugh is no magician. A magician who cannot laugh at himself/herself is no more than ego run wild. After all, if we can't give the gods a good laugh what good are we? I think I am really beginning to see each experience in my life as a direct communication from god to my soul. I have recently had several lessons in humility. Not neccassarily fun, but I would not trade them. Sometimes that medicine we most require is that which tastes the most bitter. In response to some recent events that struck my ego and my vanity, I am happy to say that all that was hurt was an illusion. And to those who think that I should be more serious I say this : "I can't be serius, sirius is the dogstar."
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| GRrrrrrr.....Arrrrggggggg! |
[Sep. 7th, 2006|09:17 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] | I am so tired of stupid "Look at me I'm dark and scary" type folk. I mean come on, enough is enough. I don't need these types of threats from anyone. They can all go kiss my ass. someone today started saying to me that they were going to start a magickal "war" with me, and they wouldn't stop until I was dead. Don't these people have anything better to do with their time and energy? There is a difference between a sorcerer and a magician, and there is a difference between a sorcerer and a schoolyard bully. That's all this idiot is- aschoolyard bully, trying to push his weight around. Iknow i shouldn't even give him a second thought, but it did get to me. I felt like I was 8 yrs old again. I forgot for a moment that I am a strong and accomplished man. The experience just brought up a lot of old, very painful issues from a long time ago. Also I wasn't sure how to react. If I stood up to him and said anything he would go crying to my bosses, if I didn't I felt that I was letting him walk all over me. Also, there is more than enough drama in my life and I don't know that adding fuel to the fire is a good thing. BUT I DID NOTHING TO BE SORRY ABOUT YOU JACKASS AND I WON'T BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR SOMEONE ELSE'S ACTIONS. PERIOD. |
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